The thing under your bed.

It’s been a while…

Hope’s pretty lame, isn’t it? Imagining that something that you want is gonna happen.. someday. You’re never certain when or how. But having Hope that it’ll be within your grasp one day keeps your will alive.

It can be for great things, like happiness or love. Every time you wake up in the morning, you feel like there’s a purpose. Like there’s a goal in your life. 

Hope helps you endure all the pain that comes within the process. It’s not easy but hope provides perseverance, will-power and strength. Not everyone can last through it. Giving up is always a great temptation, but why give up when you know you’ll regret it later. You’ll be asking yourself, what if I went through it, what if it all turned out as I hoped or If only I kept on going for a little more.

Stay hopeful. You know the sense of accomplishment will make it worth it.

I’m really rusty with this, so i’ll leave it to that. 

-Arch. (:

Ouch. My heart hurts…

the guy that I want, need.. is just at the the end of my fingertips.. I love him, always have.. and he loves me…

what’s holding me back has nothing to do with either of us. we’re not perfect, we argue. No relationship’s silky smooth, but we’re a bit too bumpy.

We’re both stubborn and we have different point of views. We never conclude to the same result..

But we love each other.

He’s not crazy about the people around me, and the people around him, i’m not a big fan of either.

But we love each other.

No one approves of us, say we’re just wasting each others’ time,

Yet we still love each other.

I’d know because everytime I say goodbye, I wish he’d say hello again.
I know because when I run away, he would chase after me.
I know because he lets me take the first bite or sip of everything he eats.
I know because he tries to be funny for me. I know because I spend an hour fixing myself up to be someone he can be proud of.
I know because he thinks i’m beautiful..

And I know because my hand perfectly fits into his.

I don’t know where this is going but I just want him to know, that I Know. and yet, that didn’t make any sense but it sounds sentimental.

-arch.

I am very annoyed with life.

‘headphones on, sad music to it’s loudest and lights off.

g’night.

-arch

How weird is it when things happen when you least expect it. I mean, the saying ‘good things come for those who wait’ is true but also that great things happen with a blink of an eye.

don’t slave over someone that won’t do the same for you… or else you’ll regret it… or you’ll learn from it. depends on how you want to see it.

People can be deceptive, just because they’re capable of saying ‘i love you’, doesn’t mean that they Are capable of loving.

-mmt.

www.makesmethink.com
or summin like that…
if you feel emosh and crap. it’s gut. :)

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Sometimes, I get the feeling that facebook is the source of all evil. it causes arguments, loss of privacy, virtual friends etc. I mean, some people just live within the internet because of facebook, they develop these ‘cyber’ friends, whom they’re very close to on facebook, but are strangers irl.
There is also the lack of privacy, where, people flaunt about their lives or moan about it. But tbh, no one gives a damn… unless they’re on a hype and wants to stir crap.

this blog could’ve been much longer if my right eye would stop falling asleep, so I might continue it tomorrow, might not.

night.

-arch.

okay, not that it’s shocking or anything but I just found out that i’m pre-judged to be an air head… I mean.. I get where they’re coming from, i’m ignorant, selfish, I wear more eye make-up than other chicks and I laugh at ‘that’s what she said jokes’ and i’m not gonna ramble on about me being a genius because i’m not. i’m shit at French… and I just got a C in my maths mock exam… But I’m not an air head… I don’t think, well no one is, some people just think that using your brain to it’s full potential’s nerdy, I must admit, i’m one of them… I mean, i’m lazy but I still do above average and I regret every second of that.

all the people who are ‘successful’ without having to work their asses off in school are just lucky. So work hard, kids! :D

you know those stupid moments in exams when you write the right answer and then you think too much or worry too much and rub it off and write some wronng-ass shit? it’s because mostly everyone doubts their instincts. we should have more trust with it, because tbh, I just made a big mistake by of thinking about something too much. don’t overthink stuff and follow your instincts… unless you have a logical explanation of course. (: